Slave.

I do not want to be a corporate slave. PERIOD.

It was the main reason why I didn't take up Accounting (even I got the best score out of all the other subjects I took in MUFY) after college. Mind you, I was once, damn good with Microsoft Excel.

But watching my mother slog with her digits and datelines and dad working late, with that same amount of effort put together (IF I EVER), I thought I could channel this into something greater while I make a name for myself in, naive as I am, the 'literary' world. I imagined myself living by my pen.

BUT NOW. I AM BEGINNING TO REGRET MY DECISION WHY DIDN'T I DO BUSINESS WHEN IT CAN GUARANTEE ME

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• ANEXCUSETOBUYCOLLAREDSHIRTANDAHIGHSLITPENCILSKIRT
• LOTSOFMONEY
• AHOTNERDYBOYFRIEND
• ORTWOHOTNERDYBOYFRIENDS
  
• HOTNERDYBOYFRIENDWHOWILLBERICHAFTERHEBECOMESACORPORATESLAVE.
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• TEMPORARYBLINDNESSFROMPSYCHOANALYSIS.
• PERMANENTBLINDNESSFROMECCENTRICEUROPEANPHILOSOPHERS. :/
  

I was once driven, naive to believe I could do this all my life just to get a comment from my readers, which really at that time meant alot alot to me while I had my brains filled with teenage angst and the rules of the adult world that confused me. The satisfaction, acknowledgement, gaining acceptance and recognition from people I didn't know is indescribable.

No matter how stupid it might sound, I LOVED IT. It was something I craved for.

I enjoyed my course. Regardless of how abstract their theories might sound, or how long the word count can be, and how negative it is towards society at large, I enjoyed doing Communications.

If you push questions about money aside, and assume that the job market for us Comn students were widely available, I don't see myself doing any other course.

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That nagging feeling doesn't want to go away. :(

Hi all.

I want to work for the museum =D HAHAHAHA.

Eesh.

ONLINE POSTINGSS ARE ANNOYINGG

@#$%^%#$^%$%^#&^%$#@$^

Especially when everyone exceeds the word limit by like a gazillion percent.

=.=

Going to the zoo. Yay.

Lynette will be here in...

Six Hours Time.

WOOOTS XD.

Gah. Miss my old hair. :/

Peak Experiences.

Epiphany and whatnot. Love happens to be one of em.

You could be happy.

Every week with time.

Been bowling every week.
Been getting suckier.

Been slacking every week.
Been growing my pile of procrestinated work.

Been losing touch with time.
Only to feel my days here will last longer.

Sleeping it off.

Half the things I need to worry about, I don't. Those that I worry about, often don't really matter. It's August people. I'm done with 1/3 of my semester. It's funny how quick time is ticking and I still don't see any light at the end of this particular tunnel.

It's like. I am standing on a train tracks. And the only light I will see is the headlights of a Connex train that will eventually smack me dead if I don't figure out what to do in time.

We toyed with the idea of opening a bakery, tutoring, bridal shop, kodak shop optus sales person (lol) and other weird ideas which we eventually settled for none of the above.

Do I just jump into my PJ's and sleep it off? NO. This haunts me.

The future is suddenly so uncertain. I find it hard not to worry.

Masquarade.

Carol, moi, Alva, Curry and Birthday girl Deanne! :)

Jeremy, Alva, Alex, Karina, Moi and Mizan. Us + Jammawockeez. (did i get that right)

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Got a dress in a nick of time. PHEW.

Gargh.

Still no dress.

I have an aching need

To buy a new dress. Deanne's birthday party this Friday. Theme - Masquerade.

No mask.

No dress.

Everyone is hyped.

Theme parties make me feel very broke.

I should quit bowling. :/

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Alex finally got a haircut.




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Other random pictures.

Sushi!! - Behind the scenes.

Tempura boy.

Change is good.

I don't recall having so much fun at VII before! It was a bomb too many. Gonna nick pictures from Karina later when she's back. ;)

It was their 2nd Anniversary yesterday and they were all planning to stay till five. But half way through, a couple went off to have their own little after-party. Haha. We stayed back to listen to them play Riverside/Boom Boom Pow/I got a feeling for the nth time. LOL. It was as if they were looping these 3 songs. They didn't play the new David Guetta song though.

After getting home, I completely couldn't sleep. I blame the Red bull. I KO-ed an hour after supper.

It was still fun nonetheless.

Good music, good company, not sure if there was many 'tall-dark-and-handsome's
[the room damn dark, I couldn't verify], in anycase.

WEILIANG is in Australia!!!

He was welcomed with more than the usual amount of liqour one can consume, he was obviously sprawling all over the place. Hahahaha.

Photos, will be nicked. ;)

Happy birthday, Seven.

Side note.

In need of wan tan mee. :( [Or any kind of food that will fill my stomach for that matter]

MY tears are like diamonds on the floor.

Rob Thomas, lead singer of Matchbox Twenty and a hugely successful solo artist in his own right, returns to Australia this summer for a limited series of concerts.

MELBOURNE ROD LAVER ARENA FRIDAY FEBRUARY 5
BRISBANE ENTERTAINMENT CENTRE THURSDAY FEBRUARY 11
HUNTER VALLEY HOPE ESTATE WINERY SATURDAY FEBRUARY 13
SYDNEY ACER ARENA WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 17

Rob is also performing at A Day On The Green:
Leconfield Wines McLaren Vale, SA Sunday February 7
Centennial Vineyards Bowral, NSW Sunday February 14
Rochford Wines Yarra Valley, VIC Saturday February 20
Sandalford Wines Swan Valley, WA Sunday February 21*

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2010 OMG. GERAM.

Resolutions.

I bowled today :)

Tomorrow I will be a happier person.

RIP, Y.A.

It was at the screening a year ago at HELP University College, I saw a whole lot of videos similar to the one above, of which I found myself sniffling my way through a line of people scrambling out from the theater into the toilet to sob solitarily. (I remember this was the one that tugged a chord). Of which when I return, I see two of my best buds snickering at me.

Originally in Advertising, in the speech she said she considers herself a storyteller not much of a film maker (Even though it does bring better prospects). It was after the screening where we got to talk to her in person. Of which I ended up speaking gibberish because of nerves. She appeared to be a happy, witty person always with something clever to say.

I remember 3 of us in the car. Through a highway I wasn't familiar with. But we still somehow found our way there enduring an hour of feeling lost. Which ended with a chance to meet one of the greatest Malaysian storytellers in real life.

The way home was equally puzzling. Her departure was too.

Transformers: Winter Sonata.

Starring

Optimus Prime.

And Bumblebee.

Prologue.

Fear of rejection can screw up your life. That’s why one sided love should remain that way.

Now that the was between the Decepticons and Autobots was over, Optimus had one more agenda left in mind.

And what confusion in his thoughts, and what a thumping in his temples. Slowly from the writhing, tearing mass in his mind a resolve shaped itself.

With his head resting against his Metallic palm, he told himself. This is it. No one was going to stop him.

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It was at a dogdy Indian Cafe, where Optimus finally managed to be honest about his feelings.



Optimus: You've been there for me every step of the way.
Bumblebee: "You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky..."
Optimus: I really appreciate every battle. You helped me every time Megatron's being a bitch.
Bumblebee: Im a bitch. Im a lover. Im a child. Im a mother. Im a sinner. Im a saint. I do not feel ashamed...
Optimus: Well what i mean is. (long pause) We should date.
Bumblebee: !
Optimus: Are you free tomorrow night?
Bumblebee: "Said yes to your number And yes to you dating me Yes we can be together"
Optimus: You really mean it?
Bumblebee: "Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down to come and get me " ;)



While other couples were absorbed with their iPhones, Optimus and Bumblebee shared their love for music without an Ipod (only because Bumble has an extensive playlist to communicate with people) . Like all couples, they had their ups and downs.

They cuddled.

Optimus: You wanna talk about it?
Bumblebee: "Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace..."

They watched footy together.



They helped each other out.

Bumblebee: "Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help."
Alex Yeo: Muahahaha.
Optimus: OY! LET HIM GO!

Alex Yeo: *angree*
Optimus: OUFFF! Shit.
Bumblebee: ...


They fought.


Optimus: So what's with you and Jazz? I saw what you two did!
Bumblebee: "I've been thinking about you, my love
And all the crazy things that you put me through
Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you"
Optimus: What?"
Bumblebee: "Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel"
Optimus: Quit your mind games! Stop throwing poetic lyrics at me!
Bumblebee: "I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy"
Optimus: Gargh!

Of which, they eventually make up

And have a very adventurous sex life...



Bumblebee: "Come on baby, light my fire
Come on baby, light my fire
Try to set the night on fire~"



Bumblebee: "Youuuuu
Your sex is on fire~

And like all fairy tales and most fanfictions, they lived happily ever after.

Blair.

My COM3055 tutor is absolutely Gossip Girl material. Who could imagine getting a chance to sit in a class with a dishy young brunette, tall and lanky body, broad shoulders, tousled hair, as I swoon with his wonderful choice of words every thursday, also the last day of class of the week. I am liking this semester.

Yum.

*watches Alex roll eyes*

Sorry. I got carried away. I should really stop objectifying men.

I will be learning the philosophy surrounding Creativity. As I was saying, I know this is going to be one of those that I will enjoy apart from FTV. Second MEdia age and Online Journalism... that I might struggle abit. Gulps.

Went to the city for Indian food today. Yum. This is by far one of the yummyiest I've had. And so the others joined us late, and Alex, Bryan and I decided to play with the Transformers action figure Karina gave him to kill time. And so. Here it is.

Transformers Sonata.

Starring Optimus Prime and Bumblebee.

Coming Soon!

My final semester starts

My results turned out well. Amithabha. LOL.

An unexpectedly good start for this semester. I can actually find myself liking Mondays now. Haha.

Youth Film and Television is love. WOOTS. Never really made a good first impression, but this subject will be worth it.

The Monash Caulfield campus is pretty nice. There are eateries nearby offering all kinds of cuisines, a gym (something i really need to sign up for) and a 7 eleven. It's like a smaller version of Clayton. LOL.

Today we decided to be adventurous. Because the train was going to come in 24 minutes, we decided turn right to the nearest tram stop and hop on the next tram to see if it heads home. We hopped on a 3. And then stopped at Glenferrie. Hopped on a 16 and weren't sure if it heads to Wattletree Rd so we hopped off at Malvern and lol took a train back.

Took us probably slightly over 45 minutes. But still fun nonetheless.

Salivate.

Cosmopolitan Kr.

Armadale.

I live on the first floor. The one with the blinds up.

Settling in. :)